I'm not one to get a tattoo but if I did it would be whatever word or symbol means "you are exactly where you are supposed to be." And I would have it very small on the back of my neck. I have firmly come to believe in the quantum physics concept of the Law of Attraction. I truly believe that my reality is exactly as I have created it in my thoughts. One could call it the power of prayer, of faith, of however you want to explain, but for me, I dreamt it all up and now it is a reality! I have heard that you shouldn't worry about the "how it going to happen" but to concentrate on what it is that you want and you will find yourself on the path of having just that.
So, here I sit. For maybe the first time since February with a day that is filled with endless possibility...a day that doesn't consist of searching for an apartment, or a job, or packing or unpacking or worrying about any of the aforementioned actions. I sit on my couch, with my cat, listening to the sounds of New York City below me, while looking out at the salmon colored high rise across the way: Life is good. We found an incredible dream apartment with a spiral staircase and a skylight and an enormous window, one that has a private terrace just above us where we go to sit and have dinner and drink wine and giggle about how we could possibly have found this amazing apartment in a safe, hip, fun neighborhood in freaking Manhattan! Jess got her dream job with an audio group (for lack of a less confusing description) and I landed a job in the one of the best and busiest restaurants in NYC and after I get my financial feet on the ground I will venture to more artistic endeavours!
Life is good, life is surprisingly good.
PS---the pic is of the terrace in the dark...red Christmas lights and candles. More pics to come!